Honey Man,
And now you're out in me, woman from your past, form memories, lessons and transformations that have suffered!
Forgive my hysterics when you chose to leave my existence, that I am mad at you, that I threatened, that I emotionally blackmailed and tried to speculate and weaknesses!
Forgive me that I interpreted as a form of cowardice sensitivity! We evaluated byes as representing a step back in my personal development, and the relationship with you as a waste of time, But now I am grateful for how you handled our relationship end! Represents a step climbed inside me by my ground fears, powerlessness and frustration ...
Thank you for every conflict in which I was not right, and you showed me that! So you've sat in front of my own people to see me as truly and my face emotional shortcomings take them in your arms!
I apologize for the plethora of "It's over!”, statements with which you hope to wake up in my own control and validation waiting! I'm sorry for the times that we have created to be appropriate and in the battle for my heart! Now I know not how love happens, no way to express feelings, not so resistant and demonstrate love!
Thank you for the wonderful moments you gave me! I know you loved me! Am simțit asta! But I did not know I deserve your love ....
Te-am enervat, blackmailed, neuter, dominated, falsely accused, suspected of infidelity ... and that's because I was a scared little girl who mingled kind of love!
I loved accountable as, father, friar, friend, and realize how hard it was to fulfill all these roles simultaneously! I am obliged to love me in many ways to compensate my neiubirea!
I cried for vexation, nerves and helplessness when I received from you I love the way I wanted and how I had seen in movies, hoping that crying will bring me your affection and appreciation. actually, cry you mercy initially aroused, compassion and then fear! I understand why you left! And I gave the suitcase out and my pain, waiting for you reîntoci clear relationship with me and without me my own baggage complaints ... I hope you'll throw you in the trash, that will make you all this "dirty" for me ... But every time I woke up with a larger bag, more full of fear and anger. ..and I further upset you! I apologize ...
When you gave me the "earth" I understand this gesture just abandon, disclaimer and cowardice! But it was me who quit suffering trauma pattern confirming me as I do not deserve to be loved. I clung desperately determined that your words "It's over!"As my game tied and blackmailer of the" love / not love you ".
You mean well and want me with you to make a team ... just because I do not know how to accompany without suffering because they do not know how to love! I was able to manage sensitivity, fears, vulnerabilities, to stay with you in the beautiful journey of love.
Sorry toxic relationship given, full of addictions and dens ...
Pardon me, I loved you for it, but I learned to become a woman! I apologize for the "I love you" s declared untrue by virtue of the relationship ...
Sorry I have not embraced, but I asked many hugs ...
Forgive me I asked the sun and the moon and I questioned my manhood when you could not give the impossible, possible even though I did not get it in your life ...
Forgive me for my evidence of power in your face! I competed with you believing that you do not like woman tender, frail, it needs support!
Forgive allegations of physical love search! I was masculine woman who always defend you displaying toughness, selfishness, egocentrism, irresponsibility, who loved to turn just physically ...
Thanks for letting me bear the whims of "woman" crazy, too talkative, too strong or too weak-willed!
Thank you for believing in me when I was totally confused! You learned that the petty things and immaterial needs are more important about love, than greatness impossible acts.
I hope that so traumatized I get rid of my own trauma ...
I have sinned against you, but first of all to me!
But, without those mistakes I would not have become the woman as sensitive now ..., but brave display my weaknesses ...
You helped my courage, and now I'm ready to love, I really love! Now do not despair, Now I understand my role in your life and yours in mine! Give, May presusu all, understand what role I had in my life have I, namely to accept love!
With gratitude and affection,
Woman!
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